Childsupport

I have been collecting childsupport for my son since "1992"my exhusband who will be nameless, majority of the time  he was a dead beat dad.Half of the time he could really piss me off
The last time he has seen his son he was in kindergarten,The only reason i get childsupport is the state of maine has it taken out of his check.What really pisses me off is my son should receive his portion of child support,where hr is the legal child,but know because he  doesn"t owe any current on nate taylor,He has to wait till his children that  illegitimate[I don't have apromblem with people with illegitmate children because i have friends and family who got children that way'}so nate gets what left over.Well that is bull shit it should be the other way around.
The childsupport system is screwed up if you asked me. well i needed to vent about this,it makes me ulgyevery time,this happen s to alot of women out there.