Childsupport

I have been collecting childsupport for my son since "1992"my exhusband who will be nameless, majority of the time  he was a dead beat dad.Half of the time he could really piss me off
The last time he has seen his son he was in kindergarten,The only reason i get childsupport is the state of maine has it taken out of his check.What really pisses me off is my son should receive his portion of child support,where hr is the legal child,but know because he  doesn"t owe any current on nate taylor,He has to wait till his children that  illegitimate[I don't have apromblem with people with illegitmate children because i have friends and family who got children that way'}so nate gets what left over.Well that is bull shit it should be the other way around.
The childsupport system is screwed up if you asked me. well i needed to vent about this,it makes me ulgyevery time,this happen s to alot of women out there.

My son Nate-taylor

THis is about my son nate-taylor who is 21y.rs old now.Nate wasn't easy to raise with his behavior issues.Nate was dx at a yr of profound hearing loss[deaf]so of course that meant learning asl american sign language.Nate has always beeen behind kids his age.He was fitted with hearing aids and audiotrainer for school which he couldn't hear out of anything out of either of it.all he could do is feel is vibration.For me i had my family and friends for support of course no support from my ex husband,i left with my son in 1991.That day after he droppedus at my parents,my son at 29mos walk right across the floor to me i was so excited.so on march23,1993 my divorce was final,and some of my stress was finish.Nate done alot of biting to me left alot of marks on me,till he was 7yrs old,which was frustration from a program       here in maine that deaf and hard of hearing where he would be sent on i believe it was14 times that yr.I went through major depression because of those jackasses.So nate never been depressed,i can't say that for my self. I'm not going to say it was not hard being a single mother,but my ex boyfriend who i had 12yrs relationship
name was daryl keene who took over as a dad role for my son
and he was a great role model for him..I want to say thanks!

GETTING MY CAR PERMIT.

THe main reason i didn't  get my permit, yet because i was raising my son Nate -taylor.
Who has special needs.Iwas busytaking my son to dr appts and fighting with the school districts to give him the education he deserved .Recently i have thought of getting my car permit and of course eventually my drivers liense but the major promblem is my anxiety especially when people drive like crazy where in the hell
did they get their license at the zoo,I'm serious!!!I hate those big trucks behind me even as an passenger,ya wonder if they will ever stop,in time seriously.My sister and friends told me that they felt the same way but it passed so i am probably paranoid.and nervous as hell. last month there were alot of car accidents,and several deaths one was a four year old thats very sad..so i will probably send another up date on my pursuit on getting my permitand license.
but thank you for reading this.

well i am going to try this blogging.

Well i do some blogging here and there but never stick to it, well i will probably have alot of things i will blog aboutLoss my mom, my son who has grow up with out his farther,who also has special needs.I  do have Fibromylgia but i don't want to complain about it all the time,it's something i have to live with the rest of my life, why complain everyday it doesn't cange anything.my dad gone through prostrate cancer and he has diabetes and now its insulin. and i will probably talk about my new love ray. And my beautiful niece who has turned 18th on oct1st.
thanks for stopping in to  read my blog